My mother passed away last sunday and I just wanted to let you know I’ll be back on in a few days I just have school work to do since i’ve been out for a whole week.
ignoremewhileidanceintherain asked: Apologies, but you have to say 5 good things about yourself then send this to 10 of your favorite followers Xx
1. I’ve always had straight eyes.
2. I’m currently trying to major in Accounting.
3. I love math.
4. I love music!
5. I’m a natural brunette.
thepancakefuckaduck asked: imagine challenge: Can you do an imagine where your ross daughter and your struggling with bullying, self harm, and depression but no one knows, but rocky starts to catch on but keeps pushing the idea away and then he ends up confronting the guys about it and then they all go in her room and they found that she planned on killing herself and they help her get through it and they take her on tour with them and fluff <3 sorry if it’s sad
Okay well if there is any type of imagine I don’t like,it’s the ones where you are the daughter so I chose to just make you Ross’s ultimate best friend but I’ll keep everything else the say.
Today I scrolled through twitter and found a picture posted of me eating. Embarrassing. I Hate how fat and ugly I am.Why does R5 even hang out with me? I’m the most hideous thing in man kind and I’m sure they’re embarrassed to be seen out in public with me.
I purged today, I’m probably going to cut again. I’ve noticed Rocky acting pretty suspicious but I think he doesn’t know exactly whats happening. I feel like I want him to, but I don’t. Well another day of misery.
You sighed before closing your diary and hiding it under your pillow. Lately you’ve been going through a lot and having a diary was the only way to let some of it out. You grabbed your razor cutting your wrist a few times before sighing in relief as the blood dripped down into the sink.
"YN are you almost ready?" Rocky yelled from outside the door.
"Crap!" You mumbled under your breath. You were suppose to be going out with R5 today but since you couldn’t get your arm to stop bleeding, you lied and said that you weren’t feeling good and that they should just go without her. Rocky was a bit unsure but he just went with it.
*At the restaurant* (You’re not there)
"Guys I need too talk to you about something" Rocky interrupted. Everybody noticed the tone in his voice and got quiet.
"There’s something wrong with YN" He said.
"What do you mean?" Ross asked worriedly.
"I think she’s in depression. Lately she’s been wearing long sleeve shirts, she’s always going to the bathroom after we eat,and if you haven’t noticed she’s lost a lot of weight and it’s been ever since the fans blew up on her when we mentioned her going on tour with us." Rocky exclaimed. "we’ve got to do something because it’s getting worse. At first I didn’t believe it but after a while of thinking about it, It’s all lining up. Tonight we just need to sit down and talk to her about it." He suggested. They all nodded and were eager to get back to you.
*Back at the house*
You were sitting on the couch watching ‘Lost Girl’ on syfy when the gang walked in. You smiled at them but you could tell something was up.
"Hey guys" You beamed trying to cheer them up,but it clearly didn’t work.
"Hey YN can we talk to you?" Ross asked. Since he has been your best friend forever, you knew everything about him, so you could tell he was on the verge of crying. He sat down next to you while everyone else stood. Before he could say anything he just ended up crying.
"Oh Ross what’s wrong?" you asked full of worry. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders.
"Can you guys give us a minute?" you asked as if something was wrong with him for the cause of his action. They obliged and walked down the hallway. You lifted Ross’s head, wiping his tears away.
"What’s wrong honey?" You asked sympathetically. He shook his head, grabbing your arm and lifting your sleeve.
"this is what’s wrong" He said indicating your cuts all over your wrist. You could feel your eyes watering.
"YN you’re my best friend. And it kills me to know that you have so much self hatred to do this to yourself. You’re such an amazing girl and I hate that it’s my fault you’re getting all that hate from the fans. You’re just skin and bones now, you never do anything with us, please just come to me when you ever feel ugly or anything,because I promise you’re not ugly. You’re not fat. Not even close. Back then in school,I use to rub it in my friend’s face because you’d hang out with me considering you were the most prettiest girl in the school. If you want to lose weight, do it the healthy way. We can go to the gym, we’ll go on a diet. I’ll be here through it all, I promise you. Just please… please don’t do this" He said. You grinned.
"Ross that’s the sweetest thing someone has ever said tome. And I’m not going to promise that I’m never going to do it again. I might slip up, but I’ll try. That I can promise. " You said shyly.
You did keep that promise and by the time tour started, you had gotten back to your regular shape, you had found a way to ignore the bullying and hate that people would send. Ross and everyone else was there for you. Tour went great as well and you never had to deal with it anymore.
Anonymous asked: Will you write a Ravannah(Ryland and Savannah) fanfiction? xD
Hmm, I might write one where someone (you) is dating a member of r5 and Ravannah is a top couple, (like they are brought up a lot!:D)What about that,will that work?
Anonymous asked: I have a challenge for u riker imagine rydel doesn't like u at all and she gets in a fight with riker about you
"Ugh" Rydel scoffed as she opened the door for you. Riker had invited you over to their family movie night and since it’s been over 7 months that you and him had been together, his family basically considered you family.
Except for Rydel.
You didn’t know exactly why she disliked you so much. At first she didn’t have a problem with you but by the end of the month she couldn’t stand to be around you.
"Riker she’s here” Rydel yelled down the hall.
You honestly hated the fact that Rydel didn’t like you. It was worse than being rejected by the parents. You tried so many things to win her over but it just wasn’t working. Riker didn’t understand either why she didn’t like you. When ever he brought it up she would just shrug and say ‘I just don’t ‘.
”I like your hair” You said shyly to Rydel noticing the pink tips in her hair.
"Thanks" She mumbled. You sighed sadly walking over to the couch waiting for Riker to come down. The entire time you sat there, you kept over thinking as to why she wouldn’t like you. It’s been over five months and you still just cannot find what you did wrong.
"YN!" Riker yelled jogging down the stairs. You giggled as he flipped over the back of the couch flopping down next to you.
"Hey baby" He said winking at you. You gave a half-hearted smile before looking down at your lap. His smile instantly dropped.
"What’s wrong babe?" He questioned placing his arm over your shoulder.
You sighed deeply before looking him in the eyes. “Riker I can’t do this any more”
"W-What?" He questioned moving his arm.
"Riker I fell so uncomfortable here. Nothings wrong with your family it’s just I know Rydel doesn’t like me and I’ve been trying for nearly six months now trying to fix it and I just.. I give up" You said throwing your hands up. Riker sat for a moment his jaw clenching before he stood up fast storming to Rydel’s room.
"Riker wait-" You exclaimed walking towards him but he had made it to Rydel’s room before you could. He quickly shut the door leaving you on the outside to only hear the conversation.
"What the heck is your problem Rydel" Riker spat.
"What do you mean?" She questioned.
"YN Did nothing to you so why are you being such a snob to her!?" He said,his voice rising.
"Dude don’t yell at me okay! I just don’t!" she answered.
"No that’s the answer I’ve been getting for months and I’m sick of it. You’re acting like a brat and a snob! She did nothing to you so you have no business acting like this!"
"Well I’m sorry Riker! What would you do if someone stole your best friend away?" She exclaimed finally hitting her breaking point.
"Riker you’re not just my brother, you’re my best friend and ever since she came into the picture you’ve thrown me out. We use to do everything together and now you invite her to everything leaving me out, i just miss you and I don’t want to share you" She said softly. You instantly felt guilty. You were trying to split them honestly.
"Dell, I’m always going to be your big brother, and I’m always going to be here for you. But I’min love with YN, and I can’t keep myself away from her. if you could just get to know her you’d be in the same position. She’s amazing. I’m here everyday with you. I promise I haven’t forgotten about you Delly. " He said making her laugh.
"True. I’m sorry" she confirmed.
"Hey I’m not really the one you need to be apologizing to" That was your cue to go back to the couch pretending you didn’t hear a thing. you flopped down onto the couch pulling out your phone as you heard the bedroom door open.
You heard a cough behind you before Rydel’s voice speaking.
"YN,I wanted to say I’m sorry for everything. I really had no business ignoring you and being so rude to you for no reason at all. I was just… jealous honestly. I was jealous that you were getting more attention from my brother than I was. I’m just not use to it. I’m not use to my brother actually having a girlfriend for once."
"Hey!" He exclaimed pretending to be hurt. You giggled before nodding.
"Rydel I completely understand. I never intended to steal him from you. And I’m sorry." You said your eyes watering.
"Awe" She exclaimed feeling guilty. She walked over hugging you.
"Can we start over?" She pleaded.
"Of course!" You beamed. She hugged you tightly,you mouthing ‘thank you’ to Riker.
Anonymous asked: Can u do a challenge..you and ross are teens and u have miscarriage? It would mean alot thank u :)
Being a teenager while being pregnant was not the easiest thing in the world especially considering your boyfriend was a top hit celebrity.Through the pregnancy though Ross had been nothing but overly supportive. He barely let you get up, let alone do work around the house or clean anything. You both hadn’t been trying for a baby for a long time, and it was relieving that you were able to get pregnant so easily. You were just going in for a 4 month check-up when you received the news. You had lost the baby, something somewhat common among first pregnancies. But all you could do was blame yourself for loosing her, feeling like it was all your fault and you had to have done something wrong. When you went home that night you locked yourself in the bathroom and let yourself sob. Not only for yourself but for the unborn daughter taken from you before she got to even live. ”YN, let me in darling.” Ross says, knocking on the door and jiggling the door handle. You sigh before getting up and unlocking the door, returning back to your spot on the side of the bathtub. He soon joins you and wraps his arms around your trembling body. “Babe, it’s not your fault you know.” He says, rubbing your leg in a soothing way. “Yes it is. Obviously I did something wrong if I couldn’t protect her and keep her alive.” You cry. “Listen, if she was meant to be born, she would have been. Maybe this is a sign from God that we aren’t quiet ready for this. Everything happens for a reason boo, and I’ll always love you no matter what.” And after 3 years you had not one, but two little bundles of joy to call your own.
Anonymous asked: Hey im the one who requested the ur ross celeb crush uf u wtite it for me can u change it ti riker instead of ross thank u
already did! :D
Anonymous asked: Did u get my writing challenge about ur ross celeb crush? Im on my phone and dont know if it went thru..abiut the pretty little liars show celeb crush thing
yeah I got it :D
Anonymous asked: Can u write me a challenge? About ur on the show PLL (pretty little liars) and your ross celeb crush..i hope u can write ut becausd nobody elsd will write it for me :/'(
I wrote it but it was for Riker like you orginally requested
Anonymous asked: Challenge: Write an imagine with Ross based on your favourite song.
Okay the song is not my favorite because I simply don’t have a favorite but I was listening to it the other day and I thought it would be really cool as a topic for an imagine.
The song itself is called ‘First’ From Lindsey Lohan. It was on the new Herbie that came out a few years ago, Lindsey was in it.
Yeah here we go! PLEASE GIVE FEEDBACK.
Is that someone you used to date
Why she hanging around here, what’s her story
Doesn’t she know that its too late
That the party is over and the car is for me
Why don’t u tell her what’s been going on
Cuz she seems to be dreaming instead of just leaving
If you don’t have the heart to fill her in
Then just step aside and let me lay it on the line
You and Ross were invited to a party for one Calum’s birthday and apparently Ross’s ex was there. You were perfectly fine with it until she was all over him. At first you were just a little upset but now you were furious. Ross was yours, not hers. You didn’t even understand why Calum would even think of inviting her. You were sitting on the couch tapping your foot fast while Laura sat next to you struggling to keep her laugh in. You couldn’t remove your eyes from the spot her and Ross stood.
"Ugh" You scoffed as Ross gave you an innocent smile. You just rolled your eyes turning away. You could see in the corner of your eye Ross frowning while staring you down.
"I’m going to the bathroom, I’ll be back" You said quickly to Laura before standing up,pulling your short black dress down some and making your way down the hallway towards the bathroom. Before you had the chance to walk in though someone grabbed your arm spinning you around.
"Hey are you okay?" Ross asked.
"Why are you hanging out with your ex?" You asked bluntly. Ross just shrugged.
"I’m not doing anything wrong, we’re just talking" He said as if it was no big deal.
"Ross, I’m your girlfriend,not her. And it’s not just ‘talking’,she’s flirting with you. She’s all over you. Tell her you don’t like her that way" You suggested impatiently.
"I’m not going to be rude and just be like ‘get off me I don’t like you’" He said throwing his hands up.
"Well if you don’t, I will. And FYI mine won’t be so nice. " You said before walking into the bathroom.
You look at me and I just die
Its like heaven arriving in my mind
And I cant believe all this jealousy
I used to be a girl who could let a guy breathe
But your mine
And tonight you revolve around me
And this time I’m gonna get a little louder
You came out of the bathroom after fixing yourself up,making sure you looked presentable before making your way towards Laura where she still sat on the sofa.
"Hey" You mumbled while flopping down next to her.
"How’d it go?" She questioned with a smirk plastered on her face.
"How did what go?" You said crossing your arms.
"I saw Ross run after you once you left. I figured you guys got into an argument since he looked upset when he came back" She said with a small shrug. You shook your head.
"I don’t get why I’m being so jealous. I am just afraid he’s going to choose her over me. I mean normally I’ll let my boyfriend’s talk to their ex’s because I don’t want to be clingy but with Ross I can’t help it. I want him legit all to myself. " You said with a deep sigh. "He’s probably annoyed with me, I sound like a creep" You said with a small chuckle following. She laughed as well before sighing.
"I don’t blame you, but if you want Ross to yourself, you better go grab him while you can because clearly he’s not really letting her know he’s taken" She said nodding her head to the laughing pair. You looked over in envy as she rubbed up and down his arm as they both laughed at something he said. You growled softly to yourself before standing up quickly and making your way towards them both.
"Hey baby, I really want to get back to the house, I’m kinda in the mood" You said seductively before plastering your lips against his. You smirked as you heard his ex scoff and leave. Ross pulled away before squinting his eyes at you.
"That was a crappy move" He scorned before grabbing your arm and dragging you out.
Don’t wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cuz when I see you something inside me burns
Then I realize I wanna come first
I wanna come first
The entire ride was silent, awkward tension filling the car. But when you got home the arguments started.
"Why’d you do that?" He questioned rudely as you set your stuff down onto the table.
"Look Ross I’m sorry. That was a pretty crappy and not to mention selfish thing of me to do" You confessed. " It’s just, I want to be the only one you want and I felt like I had competition tonight and I didn’t like it. I want you all to myself. I don’t like to share" You said pouting with guilt.
"Awe was YN Jealous?" He smirked. You pushed his shoulder.
He laughed before wrapping his arms around your waist.
"It’s okay, I would have done the same. It’s cute" He said kissing your forehead.
"But you owe me. You can’t tease me all night being jealous and angry in the cute tight black dress all night and not expect to have some type of consequence out of it" He said, lust filling his eyes as he pinched your bottom. You squealed before running up the stairs towards your bedroom, him close behind.